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Thu Jun 4, 2009, 11:43 AM
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  • Listening to: belladonna
well i never write here for awhile so i going to write what a month i forgot time because happen so much so i going on my trip in a month and i dont know when i coming back i am thinking in a couple years. so what if i running away i just need to be with me and just me. so here the bloody truth I DONT LOVE ANYONE that so harsh but it is this i dont know how to love because i never love myshelf. so i broke up with joe my love because i cant hurt like it because i want him but he cant be my only source of happiness if ever through i want him to be. i cant do it to him so i ask him to be my friend and he accept so i never truly lose him. i also happy knowing i dont have friends right now because i know i have nothing to give at this moment. i so lost and have nothing else to give for anyone. so that why i am going on my trip just backtracking through canada hopfully i cant just be with me and learn to accept me and love me. how to look after me and no else. so here i am sitting on my bed thinking about this. i feel at peace because this my life now. i dont going to try to be a gf or friend or best friend. i will just tried to have a realship with me. because i realized when i wuth my counicall that i am so lonely and no matter how hard i tried to fill it with something it will dont go away. and that made me realise i cant love me and be happy with me and i using everything around me to fill that void but it dont working anymore. so i need to find my peace now.also at my counicll i realized i need to back away from people because i care to much when they dont so here to peace

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thanx again 4 all the favs ;)

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lol. thanx again 4 the favs. lol.

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My tears are red from blood,
and I no longer feel strong.
I've held in this pain
for so very long.

my heart shatters
with every word you say
it's so dark around here
i no longer know my way.
yw

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All that we see or seem is but a dream within a dream
;)

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My tears are red from blood,
and I no longer feel strong.
I've held in this pain
for so very long.

my heart shatters
with every word you say
it's so dark around here
i no longer know my way.
:D

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All that we see or seem is but a dream within a dream
thanx 4 the fav.:)

--
My tears are red from blood,
and I no longer feel strong.
I've held in this pain
for so very long.

my heart shatters
with every word you say
it's so dark around here
i no longer know my way.
your wecome

--
All that we see or seem is but a dream within a dream
thanx 4 the favs.

--
My tears are red from blood,
and I no longer feel strong.
I've held in this pain
for so very long.

my heart shatters
with every word you say
it's so dark around here
i no longer know my way.
your wecome

--
All that we see or seem is but a dream within a dream

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